Wednesday, January 27, 2010


ARDEN ON ICE
TOOK OUR LIL LADY
ICE SKATING FOR HER FIRST TIME THIS PAST WEEKEND
IT WAS ONE OF THOSE MOMENTS A MOMMY
AND DADDY WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER
THE SMILE ON HER FACE
WAS PRICELESS
OUR LITTLE
ICE BABY
SHE BRINGS US
SO
MUCH
JOY
I LOVE MY LITTLE FAMILY SO

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

forgive me
this blog is turning into a pregnant rant
i cant help it
its whats goin on...
the dry heaves
the nausia
and all i want is sleep.... my child watches disneys all day long

as i lie beside her in bed and gurgle
and stink
and look like hell :)
sereously i do
im pale and smelly
my sweats are my bffs... first tri you are a killer
food....I HATE FOOD
i am like anorexic because everything makes me sick
ok....except for the occasional
pintos and cheese that i force beau to go
buy me (breaking the sabbath)
so i can have the strength to walk
those beans were a god send to me 
went to olive garden
in my friggin pjs
to get me and arden take out
thats it...thats what we did today
oh except i couldnt eat mine because..... yuck
and every smell makes me
want to stab people:)
beaus calogne...normally sexie....barf
my dogs.....double barf
that green candle my friend gave me....yack
i smell everything, and its killing me
please someone take me out of my mysery
i told beau "first thing im doing when this baby comes out
is spank it on the butt"
what do i expect? i have naughty babies:)

Thursday, January 21, 2010


this time around
all i wanna do is sleep
and eat chocolate cake
this is everything to me...
i get more excited about chocolate
then i do
sex
money
or anything


it is all that matters to me
dont mess with my cake or you'll be sorry
lasagnia is good too

Tuesday, January 19, 2010


FOUND OUT LAST WEEK
WERE GUNNA HAVE A BABY!!
MY PRAYRES WERE ANSWERED
TOOK THE TEST ON A WHIM AT
MIDNIGHT
AND STAYED AWAKE
ALMOST ALL NIGHT...
THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH
OUR LIVES ARE CHANGING
WE ARE EXTATIC!!
I AM INTO MY SECOND MONTH,
AND OBSESSED WITH MY LIL
ONE GROWING INSIDE OF ME
BOOBS KILL
NOT MUCH ENERGY
FEELING GOOD
HOPE TO STAY AWAY FROM
THE DREADED TOILET
AND MORNING SICKNESS
CROSS YOUR FINGERS


Friday, January 15, 2010

Gangs all here!


to arden everything is magic and makebeleve
sometimes she plays that we are friends, and this goes on for hours
when i try to call her baby or little one,and kiss her she says "no your my friend,im big"
she said she was taking her kids:
grandma= a purple care bear
elmo= whom she naimed gean
kayley = a pink care bear
minnie= minnie mouse
my little boy= my old childhood brown bear
and marium= her green mermaid doll
to a festival
these little stuffed animals are real to her
she is never without them
they go where she goes

she even makes up stories about the things they do
i feel blessed
to have such a wonderfully smart and imaginitive child
she brings me so much joy each day

Sunday, January 10, 2010


i have been reading alot lately
my favorite spot is in the tub
i lock the door and run the water
as hot as i can
then i make beau bring me ice water
what do i read?
ha, your going to laugh
baby
name
books
i know,i know
damnit i know
i said i wanted one..child
and i lied
noooooo
im not pregnant
i dont think?
but i hope i will be soon
arden was a one shot wonder
and a huge oopsie
we will have to see about
the next one
but for now....
im dreaming of little brown eyes
and little feet
and i cant wait to put
up a baby crib
yes, im insane
its official
"all that she wants is another baby"

Sunday, January 3, 2010