KeViN

I LOVE THESE THEY MAKE ME SO HAPPY...SO I NEEDED TO SHOW YOU.

GOODNIGHT MOON FOR ARDEN AND WEIRD DINNER GIRL IN MY HALLWAY. WHAT MORE COULD I ASK FOR? LOVE THEM... WHAT ELSE TODAY??

 IM WORKING ON KEVIN....MY HALLOWEEN COSTUME. I WANT TO BE KEVIN EVERY DAY. I THINK I JUST MIGHT WEAR KEVIN DURING THE WEEK...OR AT LEAST TO CHURCH ON SUNDAY

so damn excited to show you kevin:)

KEVIN

KEVIN

KEVIN

KEVIN

KEVIN

THATS ALL I WANTED TO SAY.

My baby has grown
this was her last year at this time
so many changes
so smart
and sassy
and full of life
my child remembers things
that even i forget
i would have ten ardens....i would
she names all her babies
shay-lisa
jack (the artic circle flashlight she calls her sister)
stacy...sometimes she becomes  stacy..."they call me stacy"-from that ting tings song
i have to force her to eat still...hold her on my lap and beg "one more bite baby"
i am proud to say she now has enough hair to put in a pony tail on top of her little head.
i love when she says "when i was a little girl"
or "when i was in heaven"
it brings tears to my eyes
i love this little one so much, i am not me without her.

         oUR LiTtLe HaUnTeD HaLLoWeEN HoUsE....its not cute, its not sweet, its scary and full of cobwebs and...its perfect

DEAR BEAU THE ROSE, i drive you nuts.we fight like cats and dogs.Sometimes we want to choke eachother AND SOMETIMES ALMOST DO:)....BUT....i love you.and i know you love me too. im glad you shaved your head i love it, thank you for keeping those sexie sideburns. thankyou for pretending to love my ROTTEN cooking, and playing air guitar when i blowdry my hair. thank you for being so selfless and wonderfull and yes in your own way PERFECT. "you make me wanna be a better man"

                           xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

bOttLe RoCkEt

today i need sixteen. to light fireworks up into the sky and drink coke from glass bottles. this is emily today. 

BIG little

Dressed miss Arden for church

Dressed myself

Arden lookes at me and says "we are wearing the same dress"

and what do you know, we were...

she looks like a little doll in these pictures standing next to me.

my own little doll.

S.e.x cReAm

today....
Arden found a little bottle of.... hmmm......sex cream.( on my night stand) the kind that has the cooling effect, the 13.00 dollar an ounce kind, the goodstuff  if i may......and she squooze and squooze..until every last drop was out.. this stuff...is the bomb, and i refuse to trash it...so im putting it in a little travel size shampoo bottle. Is that a little bit white trashy of me? whatever... you'd do the same thing.you know you would.
now my delema is....when is the cooling effect going to wear off my hands? ardens hands??

love this picture...my hair is flying in wind, beau is squinting,and as usual arden betty refuses to look at the camera.

   so...whats new with us.....let me see...decked out my lil house with halloween...and im considering having my decorations year round (pictures coming soon promise)

Arden is 100% potty trained..nothing makes me happier then a little voice telling me she needs to go potty at 7am...yeay baby! it was so hard for those few wet weeks...pee was on everything!! but its so worth it in the end. Our business is doing great despite slow season,  im so getting a spray tan tomorrow and will look like i just came from the islands(god bless that fine machine) Beau thinks hes growing a bierd to be hugh jackman on wolverene...so sorry babe, not.....you are going as ragidy andy and im ragidy anne:) 

We have been having horror movie nights late after arden bettys asleep..our pals come packing flicks like sleepy hollow and sweeney todd...(amazing) next time i do a sweeney todd night im serving lil pot pies. can you tell im obsessed with halloween?? nothing is better to me...i like it more then christmas. what else?? im removing my iud...i know ick right? but sereously ive had it for three years and its making me crazy...plus im scared my lil uterus will dry out:) cute hu? but sereously...we are not planning baby #2 anytime soon.

ps: nothing like holding up your toddler in public to pee...hey its better then peed pants right?? you know your a mother when:)

HOMELESS

I KNOW, I KNOW AMAZING RIGHT? OK HERES THE STORY....OCTOBER 2006 HALLOWEEN AT THE GATEWAY. ITS A TRADITION....SO I WAS OBSESSED WITH BEING HOMELESS...AND PREGNANT.(AND PREGNANT I WAS) BEAU GOT ME A HUGE IBC ROOTBEER (FOR MY 40 OV CORCE) A FAKE CIGGY, A DISNEY ON ICE BACKPACK, A FAKE BABY,AND SUM OLD SNOWBOOTS....EXCEPT MY FEET WERE TOO SWOLLEN TO WEAR THEM.OH,AND LETS NOT FORGET MY HOMEMADE WILL WORK FOR PROZAC SIGN!! OUR FRIENDS FRIENDS WHO'D NEVER MET ME SAID "YOU LOOK BAD...LIKE REALLY BAD"-AND IM LIKE "THANKS I KNOW" WITH A BIG SMILE ON MY FACE:)

   ITS HALLOWEEN IM A MONTH FROM MY DUE DATE AND IN HOMELESS HEAVEN. OV CORCE THERE WERE YOUR TYPICAL "SLUTTY GIRLS WITH LOW SELF ESTEME WEARING  ITTY BITTY COSTUMES"SITTING NEXT TO US GOING "OMG WE LOOK SO HOT, LOOK AT THOSE FREAKS"-IN THE END A HISTORICAL  HILLARIOUS EVENT AND I CANT BELEVE I LOOKED THAT BAD. AS A RESULT I WILL BE A PRETTY FICTIONAL CHARACTER FOR HALLOWEEN YEARS TO COME.