ARDEN ON ICE

TOOK OUR LIL LADY

ICE SKATING FOR HER FIRST TIME THIS PAST WEEKEND

IT WAS ONE OF THOSE MOMENTS A MOMMY

AND DADDY WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER

THE SMILE ON HER FACE

WAS PRICELESS

OUR LITTLE

ICE BABY

SHE BRINGS US

SO

MUCH

JOY

I LOVE MY LITTLE FAMILY SO

forgive me
this blog is turning into a pregnant rant
i cant help it
its whats goin on...
the dry heaves
the nausia
and all i want is sleep.... my child watches disneys all day long

as i lie beside her in bed and gurgle
and stink
and look like hell :)
sereously i do
im pale and smelly
my sweats are my bffs... first tri you are a killer
food....I HATE FOOD
i am like anorexic because everything makes me sick
ok....except for the occasional
pintos and cheese that i force beau to go
buy me (breaking the sabbath)
so i can have the strength to walk
those beans were a god send to me 
went to olive garden
in my friggin pjs
to get me and arden take out
thats it...thats what we did today
oh except i couldnt eat mine because..... yuck
and every smell makes me
want to stab people:)
beaus calogne...normally sexie....barf
my dogs.....double barf
that green candle my friend gave me....yack
i smell everything, and its killing me
please someone take me out of my mysery
i told beau "first thing im doing when this baby comes out
is spank it on the butt"
what do i expect? i have naughty babies:)

this time around
all i wanna do is sleep
and eat chocolate cake
this is everything to me...
i get more excited about chocolate
then i do
sex
money
or anything

it is all that matters to me
dont mess with my cake or you'll be sorry
lasagnia is good too

FOUND OUT LAST WEEK

WERE GUNNA HAVE A BABY!!

MY PRAYRES WERE ANSWERED

TOOK THE TEST ON A WHIM AT

MIDNIGHT

AND STAYED AWAKE

ALMOST ALL NIGHT...

THINKING ABOUT HOW MUCH

OUR LIVES ARE CHANGING

WE ARE EXTATIC!!

I AM INTO MY SECOND MONTH,

AND OBSESSED WITH MY LIL

ONE GROWING INSIDE OF ME

BOOBS KILL

NOT MUCH ENERGY

FEELING GOOD

HOPE TO STAY AWAY FROM

THE DREADED TOILET

AND MORNING SICKNESS

CROSS YOUR FINGERS

Gangs all here!

to arden everything is magic and makebeleve
sometimes she plays that we are friends, and this goes on for hours
when i try to call her baby or little one,and kiss her she says "no your my friend,im big"
she said she was taking her kids:
grandma= a purple care bear
elmo= whom she naimed gean
kayley = a pink care bear
minnie= minnie mouse
my little boy= my old childhood brown bear
and marium= her green mermaid doll
to a festival
these little stuffed animals are real to her
she is never without them
they go where she goes

she even makes up stories about the things they do
i feel blessed
to have such a wonderfully smart and imaginitive child
she brings me so much joy each day

i have been reading alot lately

my favorite spot is in the tub

i lock the door and run the water

as hot as i can

then i make beau bring me ice water

what do i read?

ha, your going to laugh

baby

name

books

i know,i know

damnit i know

i said i wanted one..child

and i lied

noooooo

im not pregnant

i dont think?

but i hope i will be soon

arden was a one shot wonder

and a huge oopsie

we will have to see about

the next one

but for now....

im dreaming of little brown eyes

and little feet

and i cant wait to put

up a baby crib

yes, im insane

its official

"all that she wants is another baby"