Thursday, March 25, 2010





four months
and i feel great! ok so sereously my emotions are funny right now...i cry over nothing. last night i was crying about how much i love my mom. i was in my bed and it was 1am...beau is a little freaked out...oh and lets not forget when i cried over the figure skating on tv during the olimpics. im dead sereous when i tell you i said "its like they are making love on ice"-through tears. these horemones are so weird!
   what else? started Hypnobabies class last week! we love love love it. yes...i am going 100% natural during childbirth and loving preparing myself and beau for it. arden is used to the cds in the car and frequently falls asleep to the hypnosis tracks:) love that.
  Broke down this week and went on a "maternity clothes" shopping spree. it was fun! and lets face it, it was time. forever 21 is a gift from the gods because i found tons of shirts perfect for my growing bellie. jeans are next...dreading that..need to find skinny jeans asap.
 i am 4 months along....and wondering where time has gone?? we have our second apt with my new (amazing) doctor (love HER) on april fools day! we hope to find out the sex for sure. she said last time and i quote "looks like a boy to me, but wait to buy blue" i cant even tell you how big the smile was on beaus face :)
i'll keep you poasted




Friday, March 12, 2010

three and in love

my little one
upon awakening
refuses her cerial
and requests chips n cheese
my little one loves this
little summer dress
and refuses to wear anything but
it melts my heart
we have puppies
three are sold and go next week
sweety is our runt
and ardens best friend
they sleep together they eat together
they do EVERYTHING together
how will we ever let her go??
arden thinks she is a toy
i'll catch her walking with her
holding her by one arm
like a rag doll!
oh boy
she only plays with sweety
the other three dont exist
what am i to do
when her best friend is gone?
i
feel
so bad





Monday, March 8, 2010

TODAY IS MY margot tEneNbAuM day
I LOVE HER
SHE IS FABULOUS
BECAUSE
SHE LOCKS HERSELF IN HER BATHROOM
AND WATCHES TV
AND
SMOKES CIGARETTES
I DID THIS TODAY
MY FRIEND WATCHED ARDEE SO I COULD
BE SICK (BLECK)
SO I CARRIED MY MINI
TV
INTO THE BATHROOM AND
WATCHED
THE HOURS
I AM GOOD AT LIVING IN MY BATHTUB
VERY
VERY GOOD
I EAT HERE
I READ HERE
IF I SMOKED I'D GET LIT HERE
(I DONT)
I LOVE MY TUB
MARGOT....HERES TO YOU

Friday, March 5, 2010

just to paint you a picture
i refuse to puke in toilets
who wants to hurl...
then look over and see
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
pee and poop
or a friggin
pube?
not me
so i puke all over my house
this old watercolor painting
seemed to say
eMiLy
right
now
today
  


ps: i ate an entire bag of starburst jelly beans
today

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

so very excited to see this!

 in other emily news:
i have a lil cold
and a song to go with it in my head
"its getting cold and im starting to sneeze, i wipe my nose on my sleeve. got the sniffles, i'd better drink my tea...do ya wanna, wanna catch a cold with me?"-jewel
- love this song, it makes me feel better about all the little tissue friends that surround me always.
oh....and my little red nose.im back in hybernation.