Tuesday, July 28, 2009

one little week...

my pretty brown beach dress and my favorite store

plane rides scare me especially when your sick in the bathroom and theres turbulance

no beach town better then laguna

beau the rose

our bycicles in newport beach

i miss the pink basket

paradice cove

loved this weird little shop

For me there is no place i'd rather be then the ocean. i am a mermaid ....BUT SHHHH...dont tell anyone. i dont want beau and i to end up in a tank like tom hanks and daryl hanna on splash. we went for a week, and just did whatever we wanted. midnight donut shops....absolutely. thats one of my favorite things about california, the weird donut shops open at all hours. we took naps on the beach...and just relaxed. ate delicious food at strange local places and slept in. wanna watch the river wild in bed till 11am? no problem, we are on vacation....might as well. drove down pch and just took it all in....sereously people who live near the coast take it for granted! we were at a diffrent beach every single day. we got beach crusers and rode down the board walk, went to malibu and ate over priced burgers and frys with our feet dipped in the sand and our hands on the tabletop. (love paradice cove) walked down the busy streets of the santa monica promenade with sand in my hair and looked for worthless celebrities to gawk at. wandered through strange beach shops and smelled all the little soaps. lived in my swiming suit all week long. and just enjoyed being with my honey and having time away to do nothing. i missed arden betty every second i was there, but i tried ro relax knowing she was safe with grandma. the best part of comming home was having her look up to the doorway when we arrived, and run to me with tears in her eyes. i was glad she missed us. now were back in our own little house, with our little barky dogs, sleeping in our own little bed, and i godda say, i missed this place and im glad were home.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

thank you

I took this photo in a bathroom stall in santa monica. i want to thank whomever wrote this. you just never know whos gunna brighten your day.

Saturday, July 11, 2009


A cold winters day. no one said a word. a life wasted. a sad death. the mourners strange unfamiliar folks. i bought you a red tie and they buried you in it.

Friday, July 10, 2009

pLACes uNKnoWN AND FAr AWaY.........


Wednesday, July 8, 2009

music to my ears

i think i just ate a damn rotten carrot......but that my friends is not why im writing on this wednsday. sereously whos idea was it to put a d in wednsday??
sooo im feeling a blog...about Rilo Kiley....because,tomorrow im going to see Jenny Lewis for an OUTDOOR twilight concert. WORDS CANT DESCRIBE HOW MUCH THIS WOMANS LYRICS HAVE INFLUINCED ME ARTISTICALLY.

hEREs a GOoD OnE ThAT I AlWaYs EnJoY................... i do this thing where i think im real sick but i wont go to the doctor to find out about it. cuz they make you stay real still in a real small place as they chart up your insides and put them on display. theyd see all of it all of me all of it. all of the good that wont come out of me, and all the stupid lies i hide behind. its such a big mistake standin here on this frozen lake.

.The last show i saw was MAE. i was about six months pregnant. i wore my j crew newsie hat and took glares from 16 year olds who had no clue who the band even was. its safe to say embers and envelopes is one of my top 20 fav songs. id drive down the 405 in cali and make my friends listen to this song on repeat. the first time i heard this song live i had tears running down my cheeks. oh nostalgia.....
now im using puke green and i love it....i need to make a list of my fav songs for sure.....at least a top 20. MY HUSBANDS MUSIC WOULD FOR SURE BE MY # ONE....AND I DONT NEED A CD OR AN I POD FOR THAT.....I JUST PLUG EM IN AND HE SINGS FOR ME:)