Saturday, February 6, 2010

the real thing things are the same
vomit
vomit
vomit
my mom came and took care of me for a week
then i went back home with her (to get babysat more)
i am not myself
i am boring and weird
i hate those foods i used to love
i love being in bed
i dry heave at any smell
drove past an olive garden sign on the freeway
and chunks were rising in my throat
made beau drive across town to buy me tacos
when he got home i wasnt craving them anymore
i actually cried
about tacos??
im a wimp about everything
my mom wanted to make tunafish
i told her to go outside in the snow to do it
i wasnt like this with arden
yeah i puked....all the time
but the smell thing?
im like a damn drug dog...sereously
i can smell anything and it friggin sucks
preggy pops do not work
i refuse to take medication for this....
why? so my baby can be born with no spine or something??
ha...no way
bought a new bed...i want my room to be pretty
because my secret plan is to give birth here by myself
that or in my ugly blue tub
up top is a picure...of what i pretty much look
like every day:)
bed head
no makeup
house is a mess
morning breath all day long

6 comments:

Elle and Clint Stallings said...

YOu still look beautiful :)

Dawson/Dodge Family said...

ahhhh.... the good ole days! You remind me so much of me when I was pregnant... there are still things to this day that make me want to vomit, including TV shows I used lay on the couch watching all day becuase I was too sick to get up. "Judge Judy" seriously, the sound of it makes me think puke! as the saying goes "this too shall pass" hang in there girl! I'm rootin for ya!

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Heather said...

Wow, sounds like the way I was being pregnant with Ayla. I have a good sense of smell as it is. That is why I am so scared to be pregnant again. I want to be though. I am so sorry that you are not feeling well. You still look beautiful though, makeup or not!

Unknown said...

I'm so sorry that you are so sick! Hopefully it goes away with time. Are you really planning for a home birth? That would be awesome. Half of my siblings were born at home, my mom loved it a lot more than being in the hospital.